novelslam Chapter 470 Actor-Level Performance (Second Update, Please Subscribe)
Chapter 470 Actor-Level Performance (Second Update, Please Subscribe)
Su Zheng was depressed when he returned to the military camp. Every time he recalled that he had lost a valuable comrade because of him, Su Zheng's heart was always full of guilt.
Back inside the house, Su Zheng also looked listless.
Although it was already lunch time, Su Zheng still couldn't bring himself to feel energetic.
He rested his whole body on the swivel chair, and then kept turning in circles with his feet. At this time, he was scolding himself countless times.
"Su Zheng, you are a useless guy, you are a big waste."
As he spoke, he clenched his palms vigorously.
The strength of the fingertips was just enough to pierce the palm of his hand, but at this time he could not feel any pain.
His heart is not here at all, and his heart is now wandering beyond the sky like clouds.
He wanted to pay homage to the Jade Emperor, he wanted to pay homage to Nuwa, and he wanted to pay homage to the King of Hell.
He wanted to pray to them to give his comrades another chance to be reborn.
But everything is no longer possible, after all, the close eyes of his comrades have become a reality.
While Su Zheng was still blaming himself deeply, another of his comrades pushed in the door.
When he saw Su Zheng's melancholy expression, he persuaded him to take advantage of her.
"Su Zheng, if you want to be more open-minded, this matter doesn't entirely depend on you."
As he spoke, the comrade slowly raised his arm and patted Su Zheng's shoulder twice.
Su Zheng was awakened by the comrade in front of him. He looked at the comrade with sleepy eyes.
"This is all because of me. If it weren't for me, our teammates would not have sacrificed. I am really useless."
This time, in order to punish himself, Su Zheng hit his legs hard when he raised his arms.
He wanted to feel pain all over his body, and he wanted to relieve his guilt in this way.
The comrade in front of him felt very distressed when he saw Su Zheng's behavior.
In the execution of various tasks, life and death are commonplace. In order to prevent Su Zheng from continuing to blame himself, his comrades can only continue to persuade Su Zheng.
"You have to be more cautious. After all, we are executing a mission with a very high risk factor, so we have been fully psychologically prepared before we carry out the mission. We are all likely to die during the mission.
Su Zheng knew this very well the moment he put on his military uniform and entered the military camp.
After all, dying for the country and the people is an extremely glorious thing.
But now, after Su Zheng kept thinking about it, he always felt that it was a pity that his sacrificed teammate died.
Because if it hadn't been for him, maybe he wouldn't have sacrificed.
Su Zheng suddenly lowered his head, looking depressed.
"My boss just asked me to turn against Ning Ai and let me take advantage of him, but I didn't expect that he would develop feelings for me. It was precisely because I was too emotional that our teammates sacrificed themselves."
When he said this, Su Zheng's mood could no longer be restrained.
This seven-foot-tall man actually shed tears.
"I am the sinner, and I am the sinner in the open air of our team."
"Su Zheng, don't say that. Don't forget that if it weren't for you, we wouldn't have been able to capture this drug lord so quickly. You are our biggest hero here.
When the comrade asked Su Zheng to think more openly, he grabbed Su Zhou's arm again.
"I've heard that Dongpo Pork Pork is your favorite in our canteen. Don't you like it the most? You can eat all you want today."
The comrade pulled Su Zheng's body forward, but Su Zheng remained motionless.
He was still immersed in deep self-blame, and he had no intention of eating at all.
"You go and eat, I want to calm down here for a while."
A comrade was sacrificed during the execution of the mission, and this matter was also known to the superior leaders.
He knew that Su Zheng had been immersed in self-blame because of this incident.
In order to make Su Zheng shine and stop blaming himself, the leader slowly walked towards the room where Su Zheng was.
When he saw Su Zheng looking out the window with a low expression, the superior consul gently knocked on the door of Su Zheng's room.
"Su Zheng, I already know this about you. Don't take it too seriously. It's better to listen to Xiao Liu and go have some food. Only when you have enough physical strength can you continue to fight against the bad guys."
"lead......"
Su Zheng slowly raised his head and looked at his superior. He originally thought that his superior would scold him when he saw him.
Maybe if he scolded himself, Su Zheng would feel better, but everything was contrary to what Su Zheng thought. Instead of scolding Su Zheng, the superiors continued to comfort Su Zheng. This made Su Zheng feel even more sad. Full of shame.....
"Su Zheng, you should be more open-minded. In fact, you have performed the mission perfectly, so you don't need to blame yourself too much."
"All right.….……"
Su Zheng replied weakly.
At this time, there were comrades outside the window shouting that training was about to begin.
As soon as Su Zheng heard this, he rushed to the school grounds immediately.
During training, Su Zheng thought “he could divert his attention.
But no matter what, the scene of his comrades dying before his eyes could not be forgotten for a long time, so much so that he could not concentrate during training.
Team Zhang, who was conducting the command, saw Su Zheng's strange behavior.
He called Su Zheng aside and comforted him.
"So don't practice now and have a good rest.
Su Zheng was sitting under a sycamore tree with lush branches and leaves.
Through the gaps between the leaves, Su Zheng looked up at the sky and saw a few birds just flying across the sky.
The moment he saw those flying birds, Su Zheng couldn't help but sigh.
"My comrade is so young. If he had not died, he might be as free as this bird.
"Su Zheng, why are you still so confused? This matter really has nothing to do with you."
The superior leader once again comforted him, but despite the constant comfort, Su Zheng still looked depressed, which made the 14.2-level leader also very helpless.
Somehow, while Su Zheng was looking at the sky, he had the idea of retiring from the army and going home.
It was he who stood up in a hurry and faced his superiors.
"Leader, I have a request. I feel that I am not suitable to stay here. I want to retire.
"What?"
When the leader first heard this sentence, his face was full of surprise.
And he instantly understood why Su Zheng was in such a situation. He knew that Su Zheng had not yet gotten over the pain of losing his comrade.
In order to let Su Zheng adjust himself better, the superior leader said.
"It's impossible to retire from the army. Let's do this. I'll give you a few days off first. You go home and have a good rest, and then come back when everything is fine."
The filming of the plot has come to an end here, and Su Zheng can also take a short rest. .